math test by supervisor

#primschool #jau

ptam is coming to watch our math class, which was originally taught by another math teacher. Jau happened to be substituting the teacher so she just watched our class nervously. We were also very scared of ptam because she was a fierce teacher. ptam arrived at our class and told us to open our textbooks. I, especially, was super nervous because it was like the first week of school and our math teacher doesn't use textbooks to teach so I wasn't sure if I had it in my drawer or not, because I am pretty sure I didn't pack it in my schoolbag. And I (the dreamer) wasn't here for the first few days of school so I don't know what was in my drawer actually. Nervously I checked the drawer and found it. I was very relieved.

She then gave us a math question to do and we were nervously doing it and didn't dare to do it too slowly or else we would picked out of our classmates and get scolded by her.

movie & superkids with Q*eenie

#exchange _fuck We were chatting and we found out we both go to Superkids and we would be having the same class today in the evening. She suggested watching a movie together to spend the time before heading there. _{(I had english tutorial class at Superkids when I was in primary – junior secondary)} So we watched one about apocalypse and how people were establishing contact with others on the planet at the cinema. Towards the end of the movie we were looking at the time as we need to catch our tutorial class.

She said it was her first time going to this branch of Superkids at TST, so she made me the one responsible to look at the time and guide directions using google map.

We were walking quick but she kept telling me to walk faster. On some crossroads I was waiting for my phone to calibrate my directions (because it only showed the dot but not the perspective thing) so I stopped for a few seconds, but she was immediately crossed and blamed me for being so slow. She took one look at the map and chose one of the directions to walk, which was fortunately correct after I double checked while we were walking.

I think she was annoyed at the indirect path to Superkids, so she blamed me for choosing Superkids as our tutorial centre. I was rather annoyed because I didn't choose this tutorial centre for her! She picked it herself! We were just happened to have the same class! I should be the one annoyed of getting her into my class so to speak. So I talked back by stating she told me she picked it herself. And told her if you're talking this much then you do the guiding. She shut up and said we were running out of time so you should continue walking.

Fuck bro anyways we finally arrived at the location right on time after she kept being such a jerk and talking so much unconstructive shit. I forgot superkids was at 3/F, and I was attracted by the designer store at G/F so I was window shopping at the store, while she sat there chilling (I guess she also forgot we were here for tutorial). The dream ended here.

_{Bro this is literally what happens every single day in our trip and this was worst in Athens ! And the streets in the dream resemble those in Athens!!! Fuck I hate my time travelling with this... person! And the mini argument about Superkids is literally her blaming me for choosing Meteora over another city for day trip destination !!!!! (She thought it was too sunny- bro! You can't blame the weather on me wtf and the weather was actually similar to Athens- you're just using me as a punching bag) – and about the thing where she told me to walk faster, she kept telling me to walk faster and then i did, and then she was upset i was too fast and told me to walk slower like What the FUCK do you WANT}

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had multiple dreams where I was spending time/ having different classes with my new PBL group for CFB

shisha with friends

#exchange

After class. Went to a bright cafe to shisha w exchangemates _{(well I did went shisha once with one of the girls recently irl)} I picked the flavour for the shisha- a mix of passionfruit and two other fruity flavours (which is the same as irl) I was wondering if Arthur would come shisha with his friends/ colleagues. But I knew it was unlikely because he was a healthy person who did not have such bad habits.

I was having the shisha and chatting with my friends, who was sharing about what areas of the city was safe for citizens because currently we were under attack/ war. She was drawing a map for us to read. Where we currently were was at the city centre & close to the city border which was the right lower corner, where it was relatively safer, with more commercial activities and markets. While the areas further upwards to the left there was a bricked wall commemorating the efforts of the fallen soldiers and citizens, and there was a waterfall to the left of the bricked wall. And that area was very dangerous as it was in the rural areas and the borders with the neighbouring places were unclear, so it was easy for adventurers to be targeted and killed. Also, the areas outside city centre were generally less secure and you would get traced for speaking something wrong/ more controversial.

I closed my eyes to imagine the map, and I didn't know I took a nap until it was almost time to leave. I looked at my shisha which I haven't took much sips of, feeling kind of a pity because I wasted my money lol. But we paid and left the shop happily.

losing slippers after swimming class

#uni

we had a group session and we listened to Calv*n C's big plans about his AI projects and how he made multiple AIs with funny names like DeepSok

later we had a swimming class, and I separated from my PBL group. I chatted with another classmate casually _{(Ir*s who sit in front of me in exam), until I reached the pool and we parted ways.}

I forgot the middle part of the dream but anyways, I lost my pair of slippers when I finished swimming. And I met with another friend who also lost her pair of slippers. We walked around the pool a bit and she decided to go to citysuper which was directly right of the pool to find her slippers/ buy another pair. I was planning to walk the pool a bit more since we just walked once in one side of the pool, but I decided to follow her. She told me she would just buy a new pair. I was thinking I wouldn't do that because slippers still cost a bit of money and I have not checked thoroughly yet. She went to pay and I went to the discount area. There were a lot of people around the rotating stand where they put a lot of ointments and stuff – like toothpaste, mosquito repellents, soap, wet wipes... And I chatted with a stranger 師奶 about which one had the biggest discount and it was kinda interesting. I didn't buy anything eventually though, and recalled I still needed to find my slippers. I was contemplating if I should also buy a new pair instead.

_{I think I dreamt citysuper because my mum had quite a few vouchers from it and she wanted to give it to me yesterday as she wouldn't use it, but I wouldn't go citysuper either.}

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halted session w vincci; intimate with Arthur 2

#T #arthur my new session would be with Vincci instead, and it would be conducted over zoom. It would be my first time having a session with her. Arthur was a little bit worried if she can handle the session, so he joined the zoom meeting as an observer too. But around the mid part of the session, while Vincci was speaking, she suddenly quitted the zoom. I assumed it might be some internet issues of her. But she didn't rejoin. I was confused and initially I was a bit hopeful, so I was joking with Arthur about the situation. But after 10 mins of her not appearing, Arthur decided to call her but she didn't pick up her phone. Around 20 mins of waiting and almost the end of the session I was kinda upset because I think she didn't want to see me so she disappeared. I also told Arthur about me being a bit unhappy. I also felt a bit empty in the dream. Thinking back it might be because I felt like both Vincci and Arthur didn't want me (Arthur referring me to Vincci and she just ditched the session) and I felt abandoned.

I forgot how the scenes changed, but I was still in my new house bedroom/ old house parent's bedroom (direction of bed and door were similar), when I finished the zoom. Then Arthur came into the room. (I think) (The parts below were blurry) He lied on the bed and I was on top of him. We were naked this time. I was again humping him. (I couldn't really recall the sensations I had after I woke up- but I did moan a lot in dream) I leaned forward and our chests touched. Then I gave him a hickey on the left side of his neck. _{(shit now I googled it, I actually gave him a bite with my right canine... LMFAO)} He also gave one on my left neck (not sure bite or hickey), and as I felt that light sharp pain I was quite aroused and moaned again haha

I continued humping him while (we kissed? I think) Until I was kinda wet and I can also feel his cock erected and was rubbing against my butt as I moved myself. Then we changed position as he stood at my back and teased me by rubbing it without putting it in. Finally he put it in. Honestly it just felt like a foreign body inside and it wasn't really arousing haha- but interesting experience

_{After I woke up, the sensations in the dream are much less vivid to recall than the first dream (except the “hickey/ bite”)– so it was just pleasant watching but not feeling. I'm not sure if I felt a lot while dreaming though.}

prepping high school final exam in y4

#secschool school distributed papers to us for practice I got mine and I ran to school (my old home) in order to scold my f6 eng teacher for giving me an ass SBA mark but I arrived at school just when the recess bell rang (:35) (aka recess ended), so I didn't continue my plan

walk two dogs

#mum Mum led two dogs into my bedroom, telling me to walk them later. I was putting on the collar and leash for them but I forgot which collar is for which dog, and I took some time to attach them when eventually I realised I swapped them. Mum came in and helped me reattached the collars and leashes swiftly- but she reattached the ones I was meaning to remove. So I told her no, this is wrong and we need to change it. She replied they are similar, then you swap by yourself, and she left the room. I figured it out by a while and was halfway done, but seemed she waited a while already and she was a bit impatient so she came back into the room and helped me with it. I felt happy. Then we were about to go out and walk the dogs.

_{(...... now I am feeling mixed)}

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so many dreams today again but not really “interesting”

catcalled as a femboy

I was a 男娘 wearing oversized coat and very short pants, me and my 女僕frd (real female) are going on a trip to an european country, probably france/ italy, and we just got pass the border control entering the country. And the surroundings are different tax free shops and a lot of other travellers. And some male travellers catcalled me and I felt happy (even a bit thrilled) to be noticed albeit lowkey feeling slightly gross in hindsight. After getting my attention off this “event” I looked around for my female friend but couldn't see her. I walked out of the tax free corridor and entered the grand lobby to phone her, but she said she was already on the next country. I was a bit shocked. (however this dream felt recurrent to me because the lobby was familiar and her reply was the same for one of my dreams before)

uncontrollable AC temp again

I was queuing up for book fair/ random HK exhibition with my parents. And I saw a AC remote on the table next to me. As I was bored and I felt a tad bit too hot (26C), I wanted to change it to 25C. But I press the remote and the numbers fluctuate so much again (even worse than the one 2 weeks before), this time it can shoot up to like 100C and down to -300C or some shit. And I was annoyed so after trying to press many times I simply hold the button and see what number it jumps to and if I find it reasonable I lift my finger, but the way it jumped was completely random. And when it jumped to very low temperatures I could feel the frosty air blowing onto me and I was very scared, and it also does that for high temperatures. I was a bit freaked out by it so I cried in dream and yell for my dad to come help me (because they moved along with the queue but I was too attentive to the air con so I stopped in my steps)

_{(this is again aircon, what happened- what if it is a sign for me to not skip finishing the dream from before, maybe i shouldn't have started talking/ analysing the intensive dream last time- but I liked it)}

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long dreams from yesterday afternoon till today morning. There were like 4 dreams but not too special

mum found out my cuts

#mum I was cutting and mum went inside my room and saw me holding my blade and my arms with cuts. Idk how to explain to her, I felt the scene is a bit embarrassing. I was scared if she would be angry. But she was more like shocked and a bit frowned, but didn't scold me. She asked me loudly why did it happen though. _{probably because yesterday afternoon my parents tidied my room and also added the window grilles to this new home, and dad was saying how dangerous it is if I was being too excited or whatever and stood up on bed because it was very easy to fall off onto the street when the grilles were not installed previously. And they took out my locked messenger bag which was usually put on the bed, so I later on took a look inside and found that one final little blade I didn't turn in to Arthur, and I opened it, and despite not feeling upset, and obv not upset enough to cut, I decided to cut a little because why not, and I have been refraining from cutting for a long time already, so I should give myself this... uhm treat. And that blade was sharp af so I just moved a little and I got a funny feeling and it bled just a little. I kept questioning myself why I would want to do it, because Arthur also asked me the same question, but I still dont know, but I want to do it}

korea trip with friends

#charlottec #secschool me and around 6 friends were at the park at night, somewhere in Korea, as we were travelling. These were from my senior secondary school squad with heidi, charlotte, kaka and others. We bought an ice-cream each and ate together on our own little cube stools. I had a strawberry ice cream cone with a few actual strawberries, but I had to hurry to eat because mine was melting especially quickly idk why lol. 3 others also had either similar or identical strawberry ice-cream but theirs didn't really melt that quickly. Maybe because my ice-cream arrived the latest out of them so it was served late, and already melting. (thinking back it didn't make sense because if it was so, my ice-cream should be the coldest, but I really did get the ice-cream the latest out of them) _{Maybe I dreamt it because I recently found a photo of their secondary school grad trip to Korea again, which I was unable to join (I think should be because I was travelling with family elsewhere during that time). I wasn't particularly fond of going though because charlotte said it happened to be a kinda bad trip lol, but I kinda miss out on it}

chatting with schoolmates

I was sitting at the bench with a few others (I forgot the names, but one seems to be Annie? who likes horses, and Lauren), plus a new dream friend, whom I met in primary school nanny van. They were a year younger than me. We were just chatting casually until when Annie wants us to guess her personality or whatever, and I just shared my (educated) “guesses”. The dream friend and Annie looked surprised because I was accurate, and I explained to the dream friend that I met Annie in the school van before. Annie didn't respond though. (Perhaps the “dream her” didn't know about this information) But the convo went on nicely. (I think this wasn't a lucid dream. I spilled out the irl info about school van naturally)

omw to school and battling giant monster

At a “dream fake city where I was on exchange” in the morning. Gives vibes like this:

I was waiting impatiently at a traffic light, wanting to get across to go ride metro to go to school. Finally the light turned green and I went across. Then it swapped from first person to third person as I saw a gigantic monster (godzilla size but not that ugly), protruding out of the metro station building. It was swallowing people's aura, which were blue orbs. And I observe this girl (the main character) dashed towards the monster in mid air and jumped really high to mid air to face head on with the monster by getting her two white iridescent aura orbs from her chest and out came two strong aura waves and shot the monster with that powerful beam and the monster appeared injured, and the dream ended (idk if the monster was dead or not).

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Arthur asked me whether I am awake and fantasizing when I said I was aware when I am dreaming. But I am sure they are lucid dreams. If not, then you can say I have not been sleeping for years. So it would be impossible. And my watch also shows I am sleeping. Therefore I am sleeping. Perhaps he hasn't tried lucid dreaming before, nor doing reality checks in dream, so it is hard to imagine.

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grinding with Arthur wowiowoiwoiwwo

#arthur

I think we were riding a bus home, and my friend was next to me too, but I forgot who she was. Later we were back at my home, at the living room. Somehow at first I went to Arthur's seat naturally and a little bit playfully and sat on the front part of his lap. _{(This act of walking towards him felt similar to how I feel when I enter his therapy room. It's hard to describe- like exploring a new place with anticipation of how we are gonna interact?)} I sat while I was chatting with my friend. I think Arthur feels a bit of tension but didn't show it, and then I also felt this “suggestive tension” going on. He didn't push me away or hold me closer, so I remained in the same position. He took his right arm out and I held onto his, and I took his hand and locked into his fingers. It felt really nice.

After chatting with the friend for a bit I decided to make things more interesting and see his reaction, so I readjusted my posture very briefly, and sat very into his lap in a split second and he yelped loudly (and jumped a little bit from his seat). His dick, although covered by his trousers, became harder and bigger than before while I was sitting on top of it. I also immediately felt aroused by it.

I think I was rubbing it for a while and he grabbed both of my arms or whatever. Then I held his arms, asking him to use them to surround and wrap my body more. _{(Essentially a bit like hugging, but in the dream I was thinking like a pair of wings surrounding/ protecting me.)} He twitched/moved/thumped a few times and I was very aroused. But I was hoping to change positions so I could face him and lean onto his chest with mine. But I didn't say so because what he was doing was rather comfortable and I wanted to continue feeling this way.

Later he led me to my bedroom. He was grinding me at the back, and I leaned forward a little bit. He grabbed me by my waist and thumped like two times, to which I was very sensitive to. I think I was moaning the whole time, and my conscious self wondered if I did irl, so I tried to moan a little bit and heard that one moan in reality. So it meant the rest of the moans just happened within the dream. I continued rubbing Arthur, hoping for more thumps but he didn't do so. But I felt nice nevertheless.

_{actually there are multiple dreams (different stories) but now I only recalled this juicy one hahahahahahawaawawawa I suspect I dreamt this one because I had english class with Mancy yesterday and we spent the time doing an online BDSM test. (We started the topic on it after telling her multiple people- including her already commented if I am ドM after sharing my bad trip story with the terrible classmate)... and my result is 100% switch 91% brat and 87% submissive- After reading an article I felt called out at the brat part- and I think Arthur can be a good Brat Tamer Though I think I prefer switch if possible- but in impossible situations im very much brat hahhhshasfhfjhfsdkjfhhahahaahaaaaaaa}

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im not interested in this dream but Arthur does eeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaahhhh

hugging naked mum & crazy AC controller

#mum

I was chilling on my bed in my current bedroom, around morning, with sunlight and heavy rain from the outside. It was like black rainstorm/ typhoon 10 type of rain. The street view outside was like the path which the shuttle bus took from Cardiff dorm to the uni. It felt like a school day but I didn't go to school, although I wasn't sure if it was because it suddenly became a holiday because of weather, or because I skipped it because I didn't want to go. _{(but such weather leading to class cancellations, and my own skipping class happened in the past two weeks so either way made sense.)} Anyways I felt a sense of relief but with an odd mixture of guilt underneath. So not necessarily happy, but happier than going to school. My mum came into the room and we hugged together while chatting about different things. I was on top of her, and we were both naked. I talked about my classmates, about my sessions with Arthur, etc. (Although a little voice at the back of my head thinks, I didn't mention anything about Arthur to her, how come I spilled the tea so naturally? It doesn't make sense, I shouldn't be doing that.) During the hug I guess my clit was on top of hers so I felt pleasurable sexually, while the little voice felt this felt wrong. _{(Idk why we spent so much time during session on this, didn't expect, I thought only Freud likes this kind of stuff but okay lol)} I wondered if she felt the same way as me, though she does not show any special emotions related to this. I also did not show how I was feeling regarding this aspect to her, as it did not exceed my threshold for such emotions/aka I can contain it easily, and it felt wrong.

Later she left to do housework in the living room/ kitchen. I looked at my room which has two air conditioners. The first one was working normally, and it is located at a similar spot in real life, while the second aircon was next to the first one, but this part of the room is expanded in the dream as well, separated by a wooden shelf, just like two ikea kallax shelves stacking on top of each other but the material is wood. I looked at the second aircon and found it to be operating at 4x degrees, which I thought no wonder the air blowing out is so hot. I took my remote and tried to lower the temperature. But the temperature panel dropped to -60. I tried to turn it up again and it went to 0 at first after a few simple tries. But I want an appropriate temperature, but it just jumped directly to 40 again. And even 50 I think. So I turned it down again and it went back to like -40 or -60, and the air con is beginning to roar and make cold air. I began to panic when I heard the aircon making such a sound as it implies the room is going to be unbelievably cold and I might destroy the aircon/ the aircon would explode or overwork and make a fire. So I walked a bit out of my room into the corridor, and called my mum to come back and help. She heard my call and responded in the kitchen and I think she would come soon, when the dream ended.

_{(Irl I had a lecture on killing cells using temperatures higher than 60C or lower than -40C just the day before I sleep, so I think it is related.)}

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probably not a dream? idk

being watched during sleeping

fuck! so basically before sleep I was very itchy again, probably due to stress, so I took a pill (hydroxyzine) that my UHS prescribed for me for the same symptoms last year, which may cause drowsiness actually I wasn't drowsy yet but then I slept because it was way past bed time

and then while sleeping I had a feeling that I was being watched from multiple angles- right in front of my face (I sleep sideways away from the door), hovering over my body/ face, and by the door. I know it wouldn't be my mum because the feeling is “a face” rather than a person, and it happened simultaneously which a mortal wouldn't be able to do so I don't think it is a dream because it seemed real, but I wasn't awake either. Actually I couldn't see or visualise the “face” but it felt quite real, although my logic told me it was not. But nevertheless I was quite scared... So in this half-dreaming state I scolded whatever that may be in front of my face to go away and fuck off, because people said usually if you are mad and scold at ghosts they will leave. I scolded intermittently when I felt like they were back.

I wasn't sure if I actually vocalised my scolding in real life, but when I checked my phone/ apple watch app, it showed some occasional loudness at the level of conversations during my sleeping time.

I hope it is just some side effects of the antihistamine. I googled and it said it may cause hallucinations but it is uncommon. (Although there was actually quite some discussion on it on reddit) And I didn't have any side effects other than drowsiness when I ate the same drug before, but I take it seldomly so ngl I'm not sure (once in a month/ every 2 months)

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finding and adopting stray kittens

I was closing my shop/ hostel for the day, when i found an orange tabby kitten near the pavement beside the door. There was also another black kitten in one of the rooms at the hostel (since the corridors are made of glass and the hostel room is coincidentally open). I took a pic of the kitten to alert the room owner. I picked the cat at the pavement where I was at after trying a few times to encourage it to walk out of the little hole it was hiding under the shop stairs/ platform I finally grabbed hold of it and the room owner also handed me the kitten he caught.

I found another kitten at the reception of the shop. It was already passed closing time but we decided saving kittens was far more important than leaving on time. Eventually we gathered all kittens (around 4), and put them in a basket to wash them, because they were covered with dust and dirt. The fur of the black kitten was spiky and the tips of all the fur were white. The fur hurted my hand and it was quite painful from holding it in my palm as time went by.

But finally we gave them a wash successfully. I looked away for a second and looked back and the hostel room owner carried the basket and told me to notice the kittens grew and became baby tigers. Orange tiger and black/ white tiger. And I was scared to hold them and they seemed eager to munch my fingers when I reach for them. So I don’t know how to care for them anymore. And the dream ended.

_{(Btw third day of school and today I already skipped the entire day. I anticipatedly pray yesterday night that I wouldn’t wake up anymore from my sleep the next day, and I could give up Arthur for it. But it didn’t happen, obviously.) :(}

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terrible gigantic argument with mum at wellness team waiting room

#T #mum #secschool

It is my birthday today. I felt a bit bad so I went to sit in the wellness team office. The waiting room was spacious. It was actually a big computer room. I sat there for a long time but couldn’t pacify myself, and my trembles continued, and I was still crying. So Vincci came and check on me. And she gave me a notebook to write what kind of subjects I chose during secondary school. So I listed all 13 from junior high and 7 in senior high. We carried this book with us to our uni entrance, and we sat at the middle of the slope where everyone would walk down to exit school. Ashley walked by and gave me a jellycat peanut keychain as a birthday present. She wished me happy birthday. Then I recalled (knew about in the dream that) it was my birthday. I was very thankful of her for remembering and the birthday wishes and I bursted into tears again. Some other old secondary classmates who also walked by said hi to me. After a quick while Ashley came back and apologetically took away my gift (which weirdly became a white plushy rather than the peanut), saying that she had recognised me wrongly and gifted wrongly. Still crying from receiving the gift, I was a bit sad but thought to myself that it wasn’t a big deal to be sad about yet I sobbed.

I think we went to a supermarket afterwards to check out on desserts yogurt and ice cream. _{(irl yogurt is my mum’s favourite and I’d pick ice cream.)}

Vincci was still next to me and we went back to the waiting room. My mum came to the room as she found out somehow that I would be here. Probably she checked my geolocation or she saw my notebooks, which I was deliberately not writing about therapy most of the time. When she saw me, she looked crossed, but when she saw Vincci beside me, she rose from the stool and put up a smiley face full of gratitude and thank her for taking care of me. I was angry and loudly told her to stop being so fake and put on a show when she dislike student wellness team _{(idk if she does irl but very likely, if she knows about it)}. So she scolded me back for wasting time talking to strangers and trusting them. That I was a total letdown and I couldn’t even study properly. I was furious and upset so I also stood and yelled at her telling her that she didn’t even understand how come my study is so bad, she never asked about my mental health and she ignored all the issues that I presented at home and those I told her about. She knew that my mind was so bad I was lost at school. I couldn’t even recall important stuff about myself. That I was in my room abnormally moody and I only showered every five days. I was yelling at her and getting very irritated every day and I never smiled but she didn’t even think anything beyond that! She only cared about the results I bring forward. But it was never me.

When she heard me yelling and screaming at her, it triggered her and she also yelled back with such explosive temper like usual.

At the midst of our argument, I also yelled at Vincci in frustration to see how me and my mum are both double-faced with such dramatic emotions. (To clarify the loudness is simply because I was arguing and I wouldn’t randomly speak in a low tone to another person. Not that I have beef with Vincci)

I’m too tired to write down our arguments, and I couldn’t remember them anyway. But we had a terrible big loud argument and my voice was coarse again. But it still did not reach her.

_{Maybe Arthur is right about I shouldn’t be expecting from my parents as we knew how they’re like. But I am lonely in this little place which is supposedly home.}

post exam driving

#uni

During exchange, I went to a distant place to have an exam, so a prof drove me there. On the way back I drove a part of the highway back with my riolu on my lap, and Cecot in backseat lol. But I got distracted by it after a pause of waiting other cars to pass- as in I forgot to start driving again and I became too focused on my doll. So Cecot said he would drive it and I sit at the back. Reluctantly (because I like driving), we swapped seats. When we reached the urban streets, I asked if I could try to drive. He said “you need more experience to handle the road.” I’m like ok Then I asked “how can I train my attention as I couldn’t see the rest of my vision if I look at the lane in front of me,” He replied, “by training.” I was left speechless because he wasn’t answering me. Maybe he was annoyed by my previous mistake of not focusing on the road. But I asked, “training?” in hopes of clarification. And he said “yes.” … so I asked “what kinds of training?” I think he was planning to answer, but at this point he already arrived at a parking spot and I had to get off. He asked me, “is it over?” (This part starting was all in canto) I asked “what do you mean by it, if you’re talking about my module then I completed it, if you’re talking about the exam then yeah?” And he repeated, “is it over?”

So I was very confused and kept thinking what’s over until I woke up.

But now after typing this down I realised he just probably wanted me to end the conversation.

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