Neko

micro hostility

locking arms w JY during class

#JY #uni #pblmate #arthur #teacher #secschool

Was having a class and probably it was the last lesson of the period. We were standing in rows as if we were gonna perform something on stage (we were in a kinda big classroom though- many students, no desks nor chairs- kinda like kindergarten classrooms). To my left was a person who gave me the vibe of JY, to my right was Heather/ Monica. The scene was quite crowded and there were rows behind us and one row in front of us. JY nudged me with his elbow. I felt quite unfortable, and I used both of my hands to push his elbow back. It had a bit of resistance but quickly his elbow nudged me again. At the same time, the person on my right held her arm to lock with mine. Then I realised we were supposed to lock arms together as part of the performance. I looked at JY’s elbow and I realised he was holding up at an angle to let me put my arm in his. So I did so although I was slightly reluctant. But he didn’t explain to me and he kept looking at his front so it made it awkward at first place. (I hope my subconscious is not trying to find excuses for JY though…)

Quickly later, I was told I needed to go to a room to receive a make-up class. When my previous groupmate exited the room, I went in. It was taught by Arthur. I needed to sit by a desk to do some chinese penmanship and dictation. The atmosphere was beginning to get …umm romantic? Personal? As we filled in on what we were up to for the past week between his sentences for my dictation. Then my F.6 chinese teacher opened the door and came in. I was nervous and stressed about her finding out we were almost starting to chat more intimate things, so I kept writing my chinese words wrongly and I had to scribble and rewrite for like 4 times.

Then I was handed to the chinese teacher to continue my class while Arthur left. Later I went out and saw my groupmates at a resting area with benches. It was decorated like a shopping mall with low ceilings- kind of like the subway in tsim sha tsui. I looked at heather and monica and they look prettier than usual. Heather had my haircut and Monica had better skin. (We legit had a convo on how an AI tried to give me a new haircut and it changed my face to look like Heather; and Monica told me I had nice skin and her own skin condition wasn’t good) And then I also saw Alex wearing his backpack at the end of the bench. I told them, oh I haven’t seen Benson, and I also haven’t seen him in short sleeves before actually. And then they told me Benson was right here so I turned around and saw him behind Monica. In long sleeves though.

Later a teacher came out from the room and told us she had calculated the marks. (idk it was a test). She said two people failed, and named those two people, luckily one wasn’t from our group. Then we left. I was quite happy I didn’t fail.

But later I received news from someone else telling me they found out I also failed as well.

A bit of a bummer

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