work w friends; breakfast! with ruth n many others

#secschool #chinok #pblmate #onlinefrd #ruth #arthur #T #6grass #ivan #primschool (lmao so many tags) Ok so Work with Mancy until sunrise at place like chiwah. Mancy was working on EY registering exchange stuff. Saw sunrise outside window. Later I left.

Went to place like lab block in sassoon, to have MHFA lesson by Vincci (lol first time thinking and seeing her in dream heh) After lesson I think I went back near med lib. I think my PBL group was gathering for something (related to studying). After that, near 6pm I grabbed ChiNok to go tgt back near lab block. He didn’t really know what I was up to, I think I gave a random reason and he didn’t pushed me away when I legit grabbed and pull him along with me. I was waiting near lab block exit in order to see if I can see Arthur (and others) leaving after work. I don’t know if I saw him or not, I actually forgot how the dream went. Because Ruth walked by and chatted with me. (I think I abandoned ChiNok starting from here, but I was pretty sure there’s another person next to me. Oh maybe Yuki??) _{(new person unlocked in dream- if you’re reading go ask Vincci who that is; basically online friend whom we knew each other since 2020 but met physically for the first time during MHFA lmfao)}

And then Ruth stood in front of me and asked me how we’re doing, while looking at me. I think I answered something like ok, because my friend was next to me and I can’t talk too deep

And then Ruth was very chill And she asked how was MHFA and began to test me on some easy concepts of the lesson (but was actually med stuff..,..,..,.) I got the first two wrong, but I guessed the third one right, but not exactly 100% correct. I was chuckling with my friend. Well but Ruth said my answer was right, and she encouraged me.

Later I think my friend left for some other thing so it was just me and Ruth now !!

Ruth still looked very chill. She asked me how do I feel about the news yesterday night. I was a bit confused and asked her what news. She said there was a med student who jumped off in the washing machine room in the residential hall. And we began to walk back to the breakfast hall probably at main campus (it wasn’t that far in dream) to have breakfast. It felt like some sort of study tour where the breakfast buffet is planned and we’re going to have it.

Back to the conversation, I said oh I didn’t know. And I thought to myself I’d rather choose my own room which had my own washing machine (it made sense in the dream) as the place to jump instead or else people would find me too early and it’s useless And then Ruth seemed to read my mind and she said maybe her/ your _{(I forgot what pronoun she used)} own room is better, right? I said yeah…

We walked by chiwah again but the sky was early morning, not bright yet, but nothing special I think we were chatting about another topic but I forgot just now :(( (probably some actual “how’s life” type of stuff…? And it was bidirectional and she also answered, not just me)

And we arrived at the dining hall. The first table was fruits, I dislike fruits so I swiftly walked away to the other table, but Ruth seemed she didn’t know because I was near her the whole time and I left too quickly I saw she wanted to use the tongs to get some chopped fruits for me but she subtly looked around and I wasn’t there, so she gave it to others. I felt a bit sorry but I decided no fruits over staying with Ruth lmao

The other tables were full of food I wanted to eat. Gigantic sushi, sashimi and oysters.!! I looked through what dishes they had provided and I got my tray. I think I accidentally knocked over a ramen spoon (those big ones) onto the ground. I didn’t plan to pick it up because it was dirty and idk where to put it. Also I had some food targets in mind esp a fish sushi which has one remaining. Someone next to me picked it up and put it to the return tray. I looked and it was my primary school friend Nickole. I thanked her but my voice was too too low, like whispering. So I thanked her again, this time slightly louder but still whispering and in a singing tone. I was pretty sure she couldn’t hear it, but I heard her whispering/ humming something like no problem I was walking back to the food tables and someone said hi to me. It was Winnie, one of my “6 grass” squad members. We said hi because it’s been such a long time seeing each other. I asked if I can sit with them for breakfast and she said ofc! Just at this time, the other members of my friend group came. Candice pointed out there’s “the person” walking towards us. It was Maisie, also a sec school friend (who was depressed) (but 6 grass don’t know her) We briefly said hi And then around the corner there was Ivan choosing food. And a few steps behind him, Ruth was watching (us). I noticed Ruth but ignored her. I said Hii to Ivan, and my tone became very close to Ivan, I asked him what he’s choosing what he’s gonna eat, and told him I’m gonna have that sushi and oyster because it just so happened last night before sleep I saw instagram reels about these exact same food and I wanted to eat, and such a coincidence! There’s the same thing here. _{(now the fun thing is the above sentences are true. I did watch red book reels before sleep and saw and wanted to eat these, they’re actually the same)}

Anyways yeah dream ended here before I actually got any food. Lmfao I abandoned my Ruth lol ahwhaoNqjsajdbkaa

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crazy people at beijing metro station

#secschool #caitlyn Multiple crazy people (like actually look mentally retarded with twitched faces, weird smiles, and poor dirty messy outfits) Kept wanting to snatch my notebooks if I want to leave the station I cannot hide because these people can see Horrible My notebooks had all my revision notes inside so I couldn’t abandon them because I needed it, and also I didn’t want to just give them away, I put my effort into making them bro

Those crazy people just want to hoard them for no purpose/ to entertain themselves by looking at our dismayed faces

_{(so angry I think I have these poor angry wicked people in my brain so I can’t snatch and retrieve my knowledge in revision)}

After trying multiple times (multiple day and nights), a few friends walked by and about to exit the station I asked my tallest and closest friend to stop and help me carry some of the thicker notes when they were leaving, and they can give me the notes when we arrive at our destination (Because I had a stack and my new plan was to tuck them all under my shirt)

The plan worked, but since I had just that one more notebook I couldn’t put, I secretly held it in my hands. They noticed and one little girl (dressing slightly better I guess) began to chase after me. I ran as fast as I could. I ran until I arrived at my secondary school. I chose a staircase that the little girl can’t use in the dream (because her grade is too low, the staircase is for senior students) _{(no such rule irl)} I ran as fast as I can, I didn’t even take a breather in between the 6/ 7 floors of stairs I ran to the top floor. But because there were multiple staircases, the little girl also reached the top floor. I was desperate. Still holding to my notes, I ran across the corridor and see which room was safer for me to hide. None. Because the classrooms were empty, despite some with lights on and some lights off. Maybe it’s the summer break. I ran till the end of the corridor, where it leads to the main staircase. Luckily the door next to the main staircase opened and out came a staff. It was my friend’s mum. The staff stopped the little girl in her steps. And began to scold her. I looked back and saw the little girl was my friend, Caitlyn’s younger sister _{(irl very obedient, cute and nice)}

She was crying after her mum scolded her. But her mum was showing her her phone with all the videos of her doing these gremlin stuff with other people. And she looked like she’s not sorry for them and was very grandiose. I’m not sure in the dream if she was diagnosed with NPD or not (sorry)

But I didn’t dare to leave. I was scared she was chase after me later, when the staff was gone. The kid could locate me for some reason.

bookstore promotion event w Ts

#arthur #ruth #mum

Wow first collab in dream _{(I’m pretty sure because yesterday I went to sit there and ruth talked to me) (uh ha sorry the others weren’t in the dream)}

So there’s a book store collab event We are gonna promote our uni in the bookstore (I signed up to be a helper) _{(maybe because yesterday I signed up for peer supporter stuff)}

First I get to tour around the bookstore (because it’s not my turn yet and I should know how everything works first) (like a briefing)

( Ai I wasn’t sure what Arthur did in the dream. Cuz I forgot. Maybe he was the one who led me to the room: )

I got my own little room (actually rooms but put together) It looked very secure and soundproof and the doors and walls are solid wood with many locks

I turned the locks, get inside, and locked them again. But the walls were made of fabric..?? Not wood anymore. I tried to lock them more securely with the hooks but bro they are just one sheet of fabric

As I was fiddling with the locks my mum peeked inside and came into my room……… so I went to the room separated by another wall (fabric) But my happy mood of discovering a safe spot was ruined. I was thinking if I could play with my toy and also invite Arthur in the room to have fun together because it was secure but see I can’t n it’s unsafe……….. bruh

So stupid!!

Anyways I think Arthur continued to lead me to other parts of the bookstore to give me a brief look of different sections.

And then finally he brought me to a corner which looked like a cashier. Ruth was there. He handed me to Ruth and he left (probably back to his station by the entrance to warm up? icebreak with new visitors)

Ruth and a few helpers were there. She said hi and started introducing my job in this role- to pursuade people to sign up for the hku tour (which happens in the bookstore) (it sounded reasonable in dream)

And then very quickly right after she finished briefing us, a man and a woman came (probably parents). And it’s my turn to say stuff. I was nervous but the other helpers were just looking at me. Ruth was also waiting. So I had to say something. At first the man looked crossed before I spoke, but after I began to sell our package they agreed to it and signed up.

The tour package is $90 each person if they have multiple ppl joining, up to 4 ppl in total. (At first I thought it was a ripoff, I wouldn’t buy it myself)

After they signed up, the other helpers led them to the other stations where the helpers on that side would begin the tour.

…. Finally there was a grand show at the end of the tour. (Like disneyland parade and fireworks)

We all have to join in canoeing on the stream, where they decorated with lots of fairy lights. (The bookstore was actually very big… and the back of it was semi outdoor, so when we were canoeing we can see the dark night sky) (I didn’t see Ruth or Arthur canoeing though. Maybe all the physical work was done by us students lmao) (I think I saw Ruth on land guiding the canoes) And we had to sing while canoeing And I realised $90 tour fee was too cheap. Lol

physical dream log book & among us

Back to the bookstore. It actually felt like Eslite bookstore btw. I found this dark blue thick notebook I find it really suitable for writing my dream log. But I already have a digital version And I think I can recall better in the digital version, because if I handwrite, I’ll get carried away by writing itself and my dreams were gone, but if I’m just poking my device keyboard the memory won’t escape that easily.

Anyways so I patted the notebook and put it back to the shelf

Later I was playing among us on my ipad by the shelf. It was a big game (500 people in one game compared to the usual 10) I had the normal role (not imposter) but I had an ability to camouflage as someone alse. Which I didn’t really know what for, because there’s too many people, and no one recognised each other anyways. But I always chose to camouflage when other players walked by and when not in cooldown just to play safe.

Later eventually I died. I checked the player list. 500 ppl around 113? remaining Not too bad actually

Dream ended.

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sorry I forgot my dreams again…

rooftop skating ring

#mum (i think I was with two people. I forgot who they were. We went to a shopping mall with an ice skating ring on the top floor (a recurrent one in many dreams since young)

We were walking. I was cold. Maybe the ice spreads the temperature to the air. Very cold.

We wanted to do some activity, but the ice skating ring is full We opened a side door to the balcony, expecting another ice skating place.

We opened the glass door (feels like festival walk), and outside was raining heavily and the ground has so much water I wasn’t sure if it was a pool or if the rainwater caused it to be like that.

They (the two people walking with me) wanted to step in I told them someone wrote something on the stairs (leding to the pool) on the floor It said there were bugs in the pool (Apparently people fish here so they leave a lot of bugs to attract the fish

We walked away to other parts of the shopping mall.

supermarket shopping

#ivan We went to a Japanese based supermarket (Apita? Aeon?) + another random girl We were shopping around We ate jelly mochi things, it’s some sort of self mix packs, it was slightly sweet because of the sweet sauce and was yummy. I recommended ivan to mix it with milk and it would be even more delicious.

Later we went to the cool isles (those cooling shelves) And ivan was choosing sashimi Meanwhile i was looking at another place where they sell premade dishes in a large quantity but in a low price There was a big dish of eggplants It was too much though _{(i think I dreamt of eggplants because one day my whole meal at uni was eggplants + rice but my mum next day asked me if i wanna eat eggplants so i said no, yet she bought me eggplants meal, i asked why, because she wanted to eat) (so I am tired of eggplants now)}

And i began to look at those snack sausages in bundles. Unfortunately those weren’t exactly the snacks one, but cooked, so I can’t store them for too long _{(i thought of smacks sausages probably because recently I wanted to save money but needed to eat something to make my stomach shut up, so I was planning on buying snacks sausages to bring to school.)}

I forgot what’s next.

Also a bit sad today because they wanted to chat with me, i chatted with them but I don’t trust them anymore. Last time I chatted the next day she scolded me on the same thing again It was too late and I am confused They finally noticed me, but I felt like my heart is torn to shreds I dont know

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All fragments after i woke Seems the plots are all unpleasant but I didn’t feel unpleasant

shenzhen driving trip by dad

#dad He’s the one who drive the car We kept getting stuck in the road because of traffic jam So we didn’t have fun because our day was spent on the road We finally got our car parked on the road but it was already late at night

argumments on TV

Saw an argument on TV A celebrity scolded a mentally impaired person who’s working hard at the cashier (being nice to everyone despite 6000+ people queueing) an egoist and whatnot and she’s comjng to the country just to bear children The woman scolded back, I think she scolded something about his dick i forgot

late night outing in school uniform

#mum Mum gave me an umbrella and an electric fan when I left for school in the evening (7-8pm when the sky was dark) I was in secondary school uniform Anyways it was raining so I got my umbrella opened Mum was calling me on phone so I was having bluetooth earplugs in my ears I turned on the electric fan to play with it I like the feeling of the strong fan on my head I played with the –/+ button on the fan I kept pressing the + button to see if it cycles back to - But it didn’t and the wind gets stronger and stronger And it was like a very strong showerhead that’s beginning to be hard to handle (started to feel like it wanted to fly off my hand)

I was positioning the fan next to my headphones by the ear so mum can’t hear me

But later mum came downstairs and found me And she turned off the fan for me

But actually I do know how to turn off, just press and hold the – button. It’s just that there are many fan strength levels that I need to wait for the fan to get through all of them And I didn’t want to stop the fan either, became it felt good and sounds good when i have my wireless headphones with noise cancelling (if i remove my headphones it would be too loud and I feel scared; but with headphones on, the loudness was pleasant and it sounded like backgrounds white noise, machine whirring.)

Anyways I just stood there listen to what mum has to say

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deep sharing

At a random study room People were writing down what they were aiming for in life/ purpose in life on memo slips

A lot of people wrote the same thing (i forgot what but it sounds good, I think it’s something like enjoy life) but that’s not what I was thinking of because I haven’t sort out what I should do honestly So I wrote something along the lines of discovering new stuff/ fun stuff/ passion/ life/ every day (?? I forgot

gaming and hotpot

#cecilia #primschool I was playing splatoon 2/ 3? in a team with my nintendo switch at the tournament Our team was competing with another team There were spectators

And the opposite team were bots So basically this match was humans vs bots And we lost

The spectators on the bot side were cheering Those on our side just sat there with a bored annoyed face I felt embarrassed because the bots were supposed to be dumb

But because I haven’t played for so long I spent a lot of time learning the controls and I forgot how stuff worked, so I kept getting destroyed by the other team

After that Cecilia (primary school bff) led some primary/ secondary school classmates came to our table with lots of ingredients to make hotpot

And they cooked and shared the hotpot with us happily, because we worked in the tournament

woman singing

#mum Later I was watching a show between two big beefy black basketball player on TV. They were chit chatting with the judge on the basketball ground before starting the competition.

The right dude went inside the changing room and came out. They were putting on a show. The “black guy” started singing cantonese songs. I was very surprised. I looked at him and said to my mum, next to me, hey this was funny I didn’t expect that, and he was pretty good at cosplaying as a woman

And my mum said, she’s a woman the whole time

So I was a bit shocked

_{(thoughts: reminded me of that one time I shared a 小紅書 video to my mum about makeup, and my mum instantly pointed out the “woman” was a man. I denied and said she has to be a woman because she looked like one. She said no, women doesn’t sound like that. We scrolled through the page, she didn’t declare her gender but didn’t feel straight. So I looked again and realised she’s transgendered. And I felt a bit dumb for not realising that. I kept assuming the wrong gender for other people too}

supplementary revision

#secschool #PBLmate #uni On my way from cym/ meng wah complex Someone called me and so I stopped Her face was identical to a secondary school schoolmate but we haven’t been in the same class before. Her name was Melissa (but in the dream I mixed up with Vanessa, and I do have a supplementary friend who called Vanessa) She was asking me about a med question she was confused about So I explained to her in detail (It made perfect sense in dream but I knew irl it was made up) She was very thankful Turns out she’s taking supplementary too She asked me again what my EY choices are, she forgot the sem 2 exchange one So I told her again (i didnt feel like I have met her before in the dream though) And she reassured me. So I encouraged her too. I ask her where she’s going rn She said to the library So we walked there together to revise together Dream ended. (Edit: I think I also say something about me going for therapy, and Vanessa also asked who else was having therapy. And I didn’t tell her about Ivan)

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Ghost domain on street

Walking on a slope street at night (very dark) (lights were red) with people/ friends idk After coming out from an underground street/ mall, they’re gonna show me a “ghost domain” They told me to walk slowly and listen to their instructions So we walked quietly and they said stop! And look And in front of me I can see an invisible wall. (Actually not wall, it looks like those hot wavy air you see on ground during summer day) And they told me to be quiet! Or else they (the ghosts) will notice.

So apparently if I walked into the wall idk what would happen, most likely bad stuff

I had a question, why aren’t people accidentally entering the wall though And I looked around and see people were subconsciously avoiding that particularly area while walking on the street

Very interesting and eerie

Japanese school

Studied at japanese school with a bunch of japanese students We were taking part in an activity (game) We form groups, choose a vocaloid song and let other groups guess it Scary vocaloid song The MV was scary With disturbing drawings

invited by old friend

Chloe Chong Also met Zoe (v smart)

Edit: noooo i forgot what happened

help post from online frd

She really got schizophrenia i think The words were … yeah

(Later I’ll fill in the entries (nooo too late I forgot most)

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park & grad gown, chasing game

#mum #dad Went to park w family (seems like a japanese mini amusement park) Different stations in the park, if you have to go to the end of park you have to finish the stations one by one

There was a puzzle with a cannon ball, and if u want to move it to open the exit, u need to follow the guide and collect stuff and activate some fans and push the ball to the right spot Feels like mario odyssey

Anyways I failed, because i think it just cannot be done physically I cant use freaking tissues and feathers to push and shoot the heavy cannon ball

_{(thoughts: It reminded me of my clogged brain for this academic year and I physically couldn’t do it)}

So I gave up the puzzle and walked straight through it to the next station

But then when I sneaked to the next station, it was an empty land with a car (I feel like it’s some sort of bumper car arena)

But because I haven’t finished the last puzzle, this one wasn’t activated (The car works cuz I sat inside and it can move, but there’s no puzzle activated and I can’t see the exit) So I tried to fiddle with the switches that the cannon ball supposed to hit

But it doesn’t work

And I clicked some wrong switches so my car suddenly moved in reverse gear and in circles and it was hard to control, cuz in the dream I don’t think I have a steering wheel

I was scared so I hopped off the moving car and ran back to the last puzzle

I was staring at the cannon ball for a bit when my mum waved and called me. They happened to walk by, but they’re at the area outside the puzzle (the park used those… retractable fences (those metal poles where they have a fabric line that you can pull out like a retractable measuring tape)? To fence off the puzzle area

They called me to come, so I walked nearer Turned out they purchased customised grad gowns for themselves So basically at the cashier, since these Japanese were creative, they designed some little vests to go along with your gown, so it looks cuter and not as dull They bought a light blue one and a dark blue one i think

I told them, but I haven’t finished the puzzle yet, I haven’t graduated

They said nah it’s time to buy one, they’re about to run out of stock! The light blue one was unavailable already! Choose one which one would you like Dad chimed in to say the dark blue linen one was good! I looked at it but find it a bit too grey But the rest was worse so I chose it

After they got the gowns, I asked my mum to help me with the puzzle And we three went to do the cannon ball puzzle (actually I just observed them) And they easily solved it for me (we were doing it the same way but somehow two people were stronger than one)

And then my parents said done and we left

Maybe the empty bumper car park was the finishing area… not sure…

_{(thoughts: this may be the first recent dream that mum was actually doing something useful- I think it’s because mum finally sat down for the first time yesterday night to actually ask me and listened to how I’m doing at school- without throwing a tantrum about me not working hard enough. (uhm although she did yesterday) and she’s normalising my rather abnormal experience of amnesia to the point I got lost at the lab that I went frequently (im not sure if she’s just trying to be nice because I looked like I’m on a strike and gave up or something) (i dont know) (I don’t think she realised my mental health was shit)}

_{(also rather ironic that dad noticed a subtle poor old lady that needs help on the street and so he gave a lot of things to her, but he didn’t seem to realise I also need some help) (And yesterday I finally remembered last summer before I got really depressed I knew it was something to do with covid but not covid itself… I searched through my gallery and my digital footprints but because I was sick I didn’t leave much. Now I recalled something really disappointing. I think I’ll write here in case I forget again. I was terribly sick so in the morning around 6am I finally got up from the bed we were all sleeping in, to throw up in the toilet. I threw up black/ brown stuff. I was horrified because according to my study notes brown vomit indicates something really bad inside- because it was old red blood cells I was having fever and wanted to faint and bla bla bla anyways after sitting in the toilet to ready myself I walked back and woke them up, despite feeling bad because they’re sleeping soundly. But I really wanted to go to the hospital (I hated eating meds and going to the hospital- and this was the first time when I actually wanted to get help) But they told me it was too early and they’ll sleep more and take me there later, despite I told them I can’t and I wanted to go now, they slept again So I waited in great discomfort until around 9? (because I am too weak to go to the hospital alone) (Maybe 9 was fast.. but the hospital was near… and I can’t wait that long) So I was really disappointed in my parents Yeee story time ended I couldn’t remember this till now, surprise}

I was in a 1v1 chasing game To this point i think I had too many chasing game dreams so I’ll skip the plot The setting was in minecraft and we can fly and jump into buildings / blocks

Oh the scary part During sleep I suddenly felt there were two palms holding my head, they felt super real but they weren’t my hands. Feel like some old lady witch. And they came from behind me, but behind me was a wall. I was super scared idk what she? Would do to my head..!!!? Rip it off!?????? Hang me !????? And my heart rate goes up, and unfortunately my watch alarm also goes off (vibrations) and those vibrations were kind of fast and sync to my heartbeat Holy shit so i open my eyes slightly, i can still feel the hands, but I moved mine and they really weren’t mine, and there were no blankets around my face so idk where the sensation came from ajahajshsj and it’s not my mum because the door was closed fuck And after i widely open my eyes and move a bit, the hands retreated and gone

Anyways we swapped to another scene:

rushing hw

#secschool #teacher

Doing chinese homework during form period (“classmistress time” that we can do anything) Because next lesson was chinese and we needed to hand it in

My neighbour saw Chinese teacher outside the door (we have a little glass panel by the door) And thought she didn’t come in because it was locked Meanwhile I was thinking she didn’t come in because our classmistress (the f6 one btw) was still inside I didn’t want her to come yet because I haven’t finished the hw, so I pretended I didn’t notice Anyways the class were gesturing the door wasn’t locked, so she opened the door My classmistress was tidying the desk for her

Anyways finally she was announcing she was going to collect the homework by the end of today, at 18:30, instead of during the lesson. So I was relieved. But I think maybe she saw me doing the homework so she extended it slightly.

_{(irl: this chinese teacher was pretty nice. There was a dictation but I failed because I tried and couldn’t memorise the sentences lol, and she wrote some encouraging words. And then in the next dictation I worked hard to memorise the damn passage and got 100, so she wrote some words of congratulations and gave me a stamp hahaahhaah)}

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bird on bus, shopping

#dad (mom was a small side character who later shopped with dad) Dad found a random big bird with black and white tail on the bus. He mysteriously asked if I wanna see it. I said yes Big birrrd And I asked him if I can hold it Dad gave me some water to rinse my fingers (and because that way, he said, the bird would not hop off), and I grabbed the bird and let it perch on my fingers It was squawking but I held its feet and didn’t let it go because I wanted to take a pic. I was excited. I asked my dad to take a picture of us while it was still there. He took his camera and we took some close pics. The bird didn’t bite me.

I later put down the finger I was pressing on the feet, and it still stayed on my finger

Later we got off the bus and went to a shopping mall Somehow during shopping I tested myself some revision questions and I answered it correctly so I was kinda delighted _{(but i cried to sleep that night knowing I’ll probably repeat the year)}

Anyways we shopped at different places and I went to an antique shop with the bird. A staff was curious and asked about the bird, I asked if the bird was hers (because the bird was friendly to humans and knew to perch on people’s shoulders). She said nope. I wanted to buy a necklace in the theme of the bird (feathers, black and white…) But they thought I wanted something for the bird and so they pulled up banners and party materials to celebrate the bird’s birthday. I wanted to clarify I wanted a necklace for myself but seeing the shop keepers were very happy and dancing around to celebrate, I didn’t tell them

I think thats the second time I entered the antique store I think the first time was before riding the bus, and I was holding a sharp knife and entered the store. I just wanted to look around and buy something, but the shopkeepers and customers were scared. I tried to explain my innocence and I just happened to be carrying a knife but they were still scared. And I didn’t have a bag to keep my knife in, and even if I have a bag, it was too sharp and would rip the bag, so I had to hold it :(

flying game

Something like 跑online and at the back if you’re too slow there will be tribes who eat humans to come and get you There were many exotic animals too (weird ancient mammoths,,, many fancy big animals) At first I was playing physically in first person view but towards the middle I swap to third person and I was controlling an avatar in my laptop It was slightly annoying cuz I customised the controls on the laptop and I had to readopt to the controls I set before

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There are multiple dreams

alienated at school

#secschool #primschool #charlottec I was walking on the street during a return trip in seconary school study tour i was walking (alone) with the queue from other class They were all revising for dictation, holding textbooks to memorise I wasn’t holding the book like them They laughed at me, said some mean sentences and kind of wanted to push me out of the way (It seemed it was because they’re jealous I wasn’t holding a book to revise, so maybe I didn’t have dictation, but they probably didn’t know I have dictation too and already revised)

Somehow (idk if it was the same dream), I was on a shuttle bus, I saw charlotte diagonally behind me. The seat i chose, there was a black guy from the seat behind me and extend his legs onto my seat (there are no 靠背 for my seat so he can put his legs) I tried to move his legs or passive aggressively use my bag to kind of move but he didn’t move

Anyways I sat in the small half without his legs and turned around to talk to charlotte

I turned back to front and later turned back again wanting to talk to her, ans realised she changed seats and sat further away

Anyways I got off the bus later and got to school. (The class was secondary school students but the school was primary school) Me and the bad class went for the morning assembly And when it finished, I immediately ran to the further staircase (there were three staircases at school) and hid there

I met with some kids I looked after in primary when I was a school prefect We chatted And they led me to their classrooms where I took a sneak peek at their current classes. I felt happy for them

And I was still watching for any mean classmates who were seeking for me

I was kinda worried

But eventually I had to get back to the crowd So I went back to the staircase they were using

I was surprised to see they all were dressed weirdly- their bodies became obese but jelly/ crystal like, and they didn’t fully pull up their panties I can see some cabbages in their anus I was confused and asked them They told me they were punished

only one in MHFA

So I was at uni campus, after lecture Ivan was walking and I saw A wanting to have lunch with Ivan, I was jealous and slightly angry, so I waved happily at them to say hi Because I told Ivan and he knew A was rather bad

Anyways they chatted for a bit and separated paths

So the three of us went separate ways because Ivan didn’t come up to me either

Later I received a whatsapp notification from someone in the volunteer helped team, she added me to a MHFA group I looked inside to see what people were inside Seems except me, the others were helpers/ mentors And later people from our group got added to another big group Turned out they combined two MHFA group because there were too little people (the other group only has 3 participants and some mentors)

I felt slightly embarrassed because I didn’t want to be in the spotlight

Arthur’s old ig acc

#ivan #arthur I was walking around and saw a shop and their title is ポケノモン I was weirded out because it was pokenomon So I searched on ig (In the middle of searching I got a notif I got followed by an acc with huge following and only followed 8 people, and posted only scenery pic of their house) And ig search suggestions gave me an acc of a labrador (i assumed it was not golden retriever in the dream somehow) The dog’s name was Latx Profile pic was Arthur and Latx The ig profile was made in memory of Latx, apparently it died and it was a dog he had well before Amber

I read the ig bio and searched for words I didn’t understand Turned out he had a condition where he couldn’t sleep for more than half of sleeping hours (not ‘insomnia’) And he followed a bunch of pride accs

Lol And then I sent it to ivan Ivan replied, his voice oml I can’t stand hearing him say “🥺哥哥～❤️” I can’t unhear it and ses him the same way again

I was like ??????? And turned out he watched one of the reels in his acc and he was saying 哥哥 to the dog when they were playing (Maybe the dog has siblings idk)

I wanted to dm ivan saying nah ‘one time he imitated my cute tone in a sentence and it was super cute’, but I decided not to I was intrigued and wanted to press inside the acc again to listen to it too, but the dream ended.

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There are a few other dreams before these two but I couldn’t remember

primary me w relative

#relative

relatively young (still around 20 years older than me) cousin from dad’s side he was recalling and telling me about my fun adventure with him when I was in primary 1. That day I needed to write something (the dream had more before this) I asked my dad to help me write He gave me some cash (one paper cash- maybe $100? Cuz it seemed red) to buy a pen

((This cousin didn’t understand what I was thinking/ planning about (because I dont talk) So he didn’t know I wanted to go to a stationery store)) (when the cousin was recalling he left out this part because he didn’t know about my thoughts)

He brought mini me to an officd building. There was a hkumed reception I kind of rejected his idea but he said they can lend a pen for me, and they are nice and kind people, so I followed him

The cousin emphasised i was just primary one, I was 100cm tall!! So tiny!!

And then we went on the lift and arrived at hkumed office The cousin pressed the mic next to the doorbell saying hELLO WE WANT TO BORROW A PEN PLEASE // HELLO WE WANT TO BORROW A PEN etc etc And the mic stopped working after him repeating for like 10 times And the door was even locked

And he realised he’s been banned from the office So we left

Lmao

dangerous af driver friend

Tf bro this friend is unhinged my hands were jelly during his ride (Idk what friend, i just knew it was a friend)

Him driving me home It’s a short ride He just violated every single damn basic rule At first my perspective was at the backseat He was looking at the back (like turning his head physically) to tidy his bag or some shit And there was a traffic light Many cars queuing Im like slower slower SLOWER AND HE ACCELERATED AND ALMOST HIT AND IM LIKE BRAKEDEEejdkdnskdndb And he slowly turned back and brake as hard as he can

And he switch lanes by directly swerving into the lane, im like your signals !!!!! Look at the mirrors!!!! Left middle right and look back !!!!&!&&:!2&.’

He ignored me

And then ready to stop the car in front of lights, he just stop again Im like you missed the left middle right again

One time he entered the wrong road And he friGGIN u turned in the road (unidirectional) i was like What the FUCK bro ???? And he nearly crashed into two incoming cars And im like shaking oh my god bro And I yelled at him because he already attempted u turn three times (although this is the only actual time)

And he finally entered the right road No signals again and he didn’t even bat an eye to the mirrors bruh

And at this point im saying youre gonna get sued !!!!! Bro !! Internally i was thinking bro how come you pass the driving test !!!! But I dont ???? And I know more than you???? Wtf bro you’re dangerous

And my perspective shifted to the front passenger seat

And he was maintaining a high speed in alleys with many people (for example those streets primarily for pedestrians but not cars) Im freaking out and telling him to slow down because he’s so likely to hit people

He didn’t listen

And he also didn’t read those construction signs correctly, for example those notice signs saying enter the left lane (and the right lane was blocked with cones and they’re fixing the road) And he just drove onto the right pedestrian path !!! !!!??!?

I wanted to take over him in the car, but I only have the learner’s license !!!!!!!!!! So I can’t !!!!!!

And im too scared to get off the car because what if he deliberately crash onto me after I get off?? This dude was unhinged (And im pretty sure he doesn’t really care about pulling that handbrake when parking, but I didn’t see it in action because every time he was queuing at the traffic lights, the red signals turn yellow and green so he never gets to actually stop)

Bruh!!!

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