long dream again (last few days were dreamless) I was sleeping from around 6pm till I woke at 5am, and I scrolled taobao. Then I fell asleep at 7am till around 11am I only had dreams from the 7-11am segment. It was a lot though. Interesting how I have many stories within just 4 hours.

shopping

#mum #dad skirts shop choosing between a lot of skirts finally selected like 5 final candidates to choose from

later mum came and I showed her. She disliked all of them, found them ugly and revealing for my age I was angry at that

Later dad came too, he was helping me choose skirts But he laid all skirts from the shop on the floor (or folded in piles) in order to take a better look at them in one glance He asked me to come and look That's when I realised about the huge pile he made I was very annoyed because if he took all the dresses then other shoppers have nothing to look at and he was taking up all the space on the floor to place the dresses, we all dont have space to walk in the shop but the other shoppers seemed to be not bothered by it, which made me even more anxious

finally I chose two skirts from my original 5 candidates. mum paid for the two skirts, quite expensive (I think it was 2xxxx yen in total, wow) one of them ran out of stock for my size, so they gave me a random pair of pants with marking saying that next time I take this as a token to claim my “right sized” skirt + I get to bring the wrong sized skirt with me to wear temporarily? Not sure, cuz the several staff at the cashier were speaking in japanese, but I took both items + the other correct skirt when we left and they didn't say I can't mum is crossed while paying and i forgot why I think she was scolding me while paying too, couldn't remember what it was about I was crossed at my mum later on too. forgot why too So this happy occasion of buying my favourite new skirts ended up to be a bit upsetting I wasn't happy

fire

#secschool back to class, with my newly bought cute skirt big big classroom many old classmates from secondary and primary celebrating our own bday many bday cake everyone have candle on bday cake many lit up candles = fire hazard fire started my seat closest to door, and I already forsee the fire I immediately tell everyone about the fire and I ran out Borrowed phone from passerby to call 999 fire department I saw and met mum and dad outside I borrowed phone from mum to watch, because I forgot to take my phone with me while escaping, and I miss my phone I saw my whatsapp on my mum's phone in the form of whatsapp web but I need to re-log in and I don't have my own phone to verify so I can't use but I saw a notif from a high school teacher (preview of notif goes like: this is Mrs L Lam speaking, xxxxxx something about thanking me for saving/ alerting about the fire and stopped it from getting worse) (phone number is C Po's _{(a nice chem teacher) (but the chem teacher I like the most is not in this dream) (L Lam is a worse chem teacher + uni admissions dept head and she didn't help me process some JUPAS DSE stuff so I don't really like her; I heard her own A Level class hated her too because she wasn't fair to a lot of people in class; and my DSE friends also dislike her because she only process A Level stuff and delayed all DSE matters until my classmate's mum called and scolded her via phone at school)}

I also asked dad about my phone inside, in the dream he also had an apple watch, we tried to “use” my phone via the watch which didn't work

I revisited the classroom and some were still leaving the room slowly. I yelled who can help me get my phone, my seat is closest to the door, I can give you $100 But maybe people didn't help me because the door I was standing at lead to another side of the room, so it was further away from my seat. (so basically the large room has multiple doors)

Some standing in the corridor asked me when were the firefighters coming, I said soon, I already called them. Another person in the classroom also answered the person that he called them as well.

I was waiting for the fire truck on the street. It came but was stuck in traffic on the road. The firemen in the truck saw me. They threw me a pin and I was supposed to use the pin to activate the extinguisher to use it inside the room

Another guy and I went to find extinguisher and I found it. But I wasn't sure how to use because the diagrams and symbols were kind of hard to read in the dream.

Anyways I was holding the pin and the extinguisher and I reentered the room, apparently many didn't bother to escape and the fire died down, I cannot see the fire, but I felt it was still there

I walked very slowly to observe where there would be a potential fire.

I look at a mini blackboard next to the door, there was a message from C Po thanking me. There was some words blocked out by scribbling over with black marker, and the guy who was with me finding extinguisher tried to erase the scribbles and colour the space with the background colour. I told him there is no need for that, just leave that be _{Supple info: I recalled one of the words being scribbled over is “hate”. That one's for sure. I am not sure about the other ones, but they are probably “dislike” and “love”.}

Later two police/ security guards came to inspect, and found nothing yet, and the two of them sat in the front row in the classroom. I looked at them. They were my primary school/ junior sec classmates. I kind of miss the time with them (but we weren't familiar). After gazing at them for long enough (I was reminiscing our school life), they asked me if I am looking at them as if they are like children at school. (I think they forgot about me already, they were asking “children” in general) I answered, “before they raised the question, yes.”

later the firefighters came and we slowly investigated the power supply of the room since one wall plug was sparkling from time to time. I wanted to deal with that wall plug first, but they asked me to go check and fix another wall plug at another side of the room. I was unwilling because the sparkling one looked more worrying to me and I refused, and they said we can investigate the sparkling wall plug first.

We fixed the wall plug, but the sparkling has transferred to the wall plug I was unwilling to fix initally. So we went to fix that.

Forgot what happens next

dancing

I felt like I was a part of a story book in the dream. The art style in the dream was very different, it is not realistic. It is like hand-drawn. The words used in the dream were very story-like and simple too. (I'll try to remember the words, though I remember the images/ scenes more vividly)

I was a whale learning how to dance. (Drawing depicting a bunch of flies (or mosquitoes) around me, we were all learning how to dance. But there were some strings on my arms/ whale fins, as if I was a controlled doll)

I learnt dancing and was matured into a “human-like being” (in the dream the specific word for it was “似人” (something like 我進化成一個“似人”。) (There was an animation of the strings pulling me up and out the story book page, and the whale appearance of me transformed into a human being with different colour. Again the page depicted me surrounded by a crowd of humans, we were all standing)

(I think the flies from the previous page would mature (after learning dancing) to become... matured flies with similar appearance, but during the page when I was being pulled away, they were not matured yet)

The story ends here, or maybe I experience the story book till this page and it doesn't end yet (because the “ending” is too abrupt)

bracelet

Back in a realistic dream and I was observing an interaction between a young girl (around 4 years old?) and her mum.

The girl said, I learnt dancing! I made myself a necklace! (Shows wonky DIY necklace to mom)

Mom: That's great! (something along the lines, I forgot)

Young girl: Can I wear your necklace? (points at box holding necklace) I see the pendant on your necklace has its back side facing up for a very long time. I think it died, so you are not wearing it. Can you give me your necklace?

Mom: Sure!

I (still in the dream) thought to myself, I was pretty angry because I can totally see it coming when the girl started the convo, she just wanted her mum's necklace, it wasn't about her dance at all. And I was equally pissed by her mum's agreement to give the girl the necklace because that would spoil the girl, instead she could say something like refusing the girl first, explain this is her own necklace and she likes it a lot, she wasn't aware the pendant was upside down when placing and it doesn't mean it was dead, and then proceed to tell the girl if she wants one she can buy another one for her (either as a reward or maybe theyre simply rich and just buy) because i think the mum was not really willing to give the girl her necklace, but still did so because the girl asked her to do so, feels like being bullied voluntarily. this whole thing is stupid

and then I woke up I think I dreamt of necklace and particularly That necklace because I was taobaoing and the last ting I was looking at and kinda wanting to get was That necklace LOL

Also about the skirts. I was browsing for skirts in taobao with similar patterns (checkered patterns) before bed too.

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(Oh hey I discovered I can add tags so I will be tagging people’s names on their first appearance in each entry)

Previous (maybe a month/ 2 months ago?) dreams: wants to go visit 格仔舖ish store with a section hosted by driving coach, sells squishies, rather 童年回憶 plastic toys(?), and some pet items (turtle? Fish food?) _{To clarify, he does not have such a shop in real life. But I was stalking his fb back then in winter 2023 and I was suspecting if he has a side gig of running a small shop in Kwai Fong. I still don't know if it is true or not, because I don't have direct proof of the shop being owned by him. Anyways, maybe this led to me dreaming about such a shop in the dream, despite selling different things.} Visited once in dream. Didnt buy anything cuz things were behind the locked glass cabinet and i didnt ask the staff to open for me. Meanwhile some of the cute items were sold out, so I was pretty upset and a bit frustrated when i woke up. But back then I didnt know why, since i instantly forgot the dream when i woke up.

Also had a dream previously about him teaching me driving again (not the same as the one this week titled reckless driver- idk what person is that in that dream) _{(wanted to come back to supplement this paragraph after I was done with today’s entry, but I completely forgot what this was about)}

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This dream:

school admission day

#ivan #mum Visited a new school today with my mum. We are applying for school. I was around junior sec level probably. It’s called DGS girl school (?) with light green uniform. While walking there my mum told me this school was more chill than a DGS third form (????) school because the “third form” one required students to graduate and take the public exam by form 3, and thats hard. (That school has the same uniform as DGS irl, blue and white dress)

It was admission day so many students and parents were going there too

Entering the school hall, we struggled to find seats. We arrived at the back left corner if the hall, and coincidentally I saw Ivan, who was my best friend (in dream). In the dream, I recalled we used to sit tgt in this school hall for other school functions too, also at that corner. However this time, there were two friends of him sitting next to him.

I planned to take the opposite two seats (this hall corner is a table with 4 seats opp to each other) which were the only ones empty. However, Ivan made up a reason and told his two already sitting friends to reallocate to the opp two seats, and I can sit next to him, and my mum next to me.

I was delighted by his arrangement. I was rather excited and “extroverted” and began to chat with him.

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I forgot what happened next Maybe a very abrupt change of scene? Actually idk which dream came first. But these few events are within the same “dream” in a sense that I didn’t feel there is a blank space/ black period between the events which to me separates the dreams.

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Macbook gaming

I was using macbook to run windows. Maybe because I installed a virtual desktop. I downloaded a minecraft world. Inside, I was guided through a prebuild path thing. The world/ path inside with stationed tasks is built as a tutorial for something (I didnt recall). And then I reached the final station/ big area with built pink trees and fancy houses. (I forgot the content that got announced while I was inside that area)

As I was playing that macbook, i realised I didn’t plug in the power supply. But the macbook still was almost full. (Macbook battery is pretty longlasting) Anyways I plugged it in.

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Throwing congee

Another section of the dream

I was staying at home, sitting on the bed. I was sick (I forgot the reason. But it wasn’t a physical illness)

I remembered a random scene of seeing one of my older relatives (one of dad’s older brothers) sitting on my bed and pretended to be really baby-ish- like he was eating some congee with a spoon but he couldn’t/ deliberately didn’t (? I’m not sure which) put the spoon in his mouth properly so he spilled the congre on his belly. There were loads of relatives (like 20-30 ppl) gathering around him, laughing at him for his stupidity and immaturity.

Some started to play with the remaining congee and tried to throw the congee onto each other’s belly too, those who got hit also laughed. I think they looked like they had a fun time but kinda sarcastic.

Throwing red juicy giant grapes

#secschool #charlotteh

Me and my mum went into a store. As I was leaving, they began to promote a premium fruit – red juicy giant grape. (Giant like two coconuts big) My mum was interested so she went to have a taste. I remain sitting at a tall table. Someone accidentally stepped me lightly- it was Charlotte Hon (that other charlotte from dream titled cats in store) I forgot if she apologised but idc because she wasn’t intentional and it was just a light step.

Later we left/ store set up changed and I was sitting on the floor.

The crowd with the red premium grapes began to throw them on each other, since the red juicy grapes would look like fake cheap bloodstains once it got into the clothes.

Gladys _{(another secondary school classmate, not that familiar, but recently I kept watching her instagram story cuz she went exchange abroad and shared different stuff every day)} and Charlotte Hon took away something from me, and they escaped with the item. All I can do is to take pics and record live photos of them escaping. I can’t get up to chase after them (I needed to sit for some reason I forgot)

Gladys walked past me after a while, I think she wanted to look and laugh at me so she came over to see what I’m doing. Coincidentally, a staff was telling us (the group who was sitting) to report to them for any eye witness? And there was already a queued up group slightly far away from me which composes of people like me + their witnesses

I instantly wanted to grab Gladys by her arm, but she wanted to escape. As she was running away, there was a security staff (actually a police in uniform) near me, so I told the staff to catch her for me.

(Forgot what happens next)

driving coach’s CA

#roy

Finally revisited the store this time. I think it was a mobile services store. Something like CSL. Because I rushed/ speedwalked so quickly into the store I hit my head on one of the signs they hang at their booth. It was loud, I didn’t notice who asked me if I were okay, and I replied I felt very painful, but it was better than last time when I crashed onto something hard and that’s even more painful, so this is nothing.

I walked inside the store with a sore head. I found the driving coach’s little store area. Unfortunately the two cabinets was locked still, but there was more stickers/ notice on them: “for cancer patients only” And there are some other memo stickers with different deep words and one with a equation Some people left notes like add oil in your cancer recovery journey!! _{(OMG… I am so sorry I realised..) (though I think I dreamt about it because I was preparing for PBL yesterday about different carcinomas and the one in the dream belongs to the same type as the one I studied i.e. adenocarcinoma)}

A staff walked past and I asked them what happened, they asked, “ooh you like him?”, then said “he went for treatment in the hospital and is not coming back any time soon”

Apparently it was a stage 4 cancer and he had a metastasis. I looked at the memos with those deep words. They are all medical jargons that I supposed to know by this time, but I completely forgot their meaning. I just remembered I saw those words before and I should’ve learnt it The memo with a equation has many α β arithmetic stuff. it’s a fraction. I think it’s for calculating his stage or mortality or something. _{(Note: very sure I made that equation up, you don’t calculate like this. I think my brain just mixed and recreated the QALYs and DALYs I had tutorial on a couple of days ago)}

So I couldn’t purchase anything.

The staff asked if I want to learn it or something. I said yes. He lent me some laminated documents for me to take pictures of. _{(Really similar to pathology practical where they laminate the A4 docs for us to read and take pics and revise too)} And then he rolled up some of the laminated paper, and told me to face him (i.e. orientate myself towards him). He hit me very hard on my head using the laminated paper he rolled up. It was kind of painful, but since I injured my head while entering the store already, the soreness and pain aggravated. He laughed (in a menacing way), saying I am so cheeky trying to look for tips from him for the exam. But I just wanted some more materials for revision, I was not asking for tips. I didn’t reason with him though.

I went back out and sat on the road (being specific here the location is the mini slope for cars to drive into the three resitential halls and madam ho, but I sat slightly out into the big road with traffic, but it was late night so there’s no traffic yet), studying the materials I got. I just feel like I need to study to learn more about the driving coach’s cancer and I want to treat it. Also felt a bit unhappy back then when the staff told me the coach had cancer because that means I chose the long queue for nothing and they would assign me another teacher anyways. _{(Slight recap: need to retake driving exam, can choose short queue (3 months) or long queue (1 year). Short queue: fast, reassign another random teacher. Long queue: slow, keep being taught by same teacher. If one day I need to take other courses I get to keep being taught by him too. IRL I chose long queue)}

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After waking up: Anyways I woke up tremendously sad But luckily it’s just a dream (hopefully… or is it) (I hope it’s not a sign) _{(omg so sorry again I hope you’re okay)}

I suddenly missed my coach and I was stalking my coach’s ig (we exchanged ig back then) around 2-3 days ago but seems he didn’t update anything as always Idk if I have mentioned, but his following list are mostly pretty girls, so that night I just binge watched one of the ig acc he followed, it was a female japanese pornstar lol I heard she was famous but I am never interested in any particular pornstars so idk the names The pornstar is slightly visibly older though so not really my type. Maybe he followed years ago when she’s younger lol I think he didn’t expect me to ask him to add ig so he couldn’t “cleanse” his ig (if he has to) (i dont think he’ll do it anyways) (and now it’s too late or maybe he doesn’t care so yeah)

Hmmmmmmmmm everyone’s horny :p

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large group bday meal

#secschool _{(Btw, bright colourful top heading is a random title for the blog entry; dark smaller headings are titles I give for different dream) Suddenly remembered this dream I had today morning} I was at a large round table dinner gathering thing with many not-that-familiar secondary school classmates We were having general conversations _{(I didn’t remember the content)}, and I’m mostly listening instead of talking, as always Then we mentioned something about birthdays, and one of the classmates say it’s her birthday today _{(I wasn’t close to her irl, we were in the same class in… Primary 1 (and P4?) only; but I think Charlotte mentioned her name when we’re chatting two months ago randomly) (yes in the dream it’s Secondary school gathering) (well our primary and secondary are connected so the people are the same)}

Anyways this person has short hair and quite boyish irl Lol And then in the dream I’m the first to react and wished her happy birthday

Lmaoo that’s all I can remember

_{Ok I think it’s because although my secondary school squad has mentioned about organising a bday dinner on 22/3 aka the day, they eventually didn’t do anything so I went to my usual cat cafe alone for the night lol But the next day they whatsapped about organising the meal on 29/3 (someone started a vote but seems two can’t come) (well I don’t think they can make it, idc) (maybe I care a lot cuz I dreamt something similar, but LMAO ok I don’t care, yeah… just a bit :P cuz I “reserved” a night for them haha)} (Regarding the people in my dream, none of them are part of my squad lol) And there are 6 people (including me) in my squad, but I think there are >10 in the dream, it’s like the chinese 一圍檯

_{Wow as I’m typing, the person who started the vote started another vote with way more timeslots for us to choose hahahahaha awh so determined (Oh btw the person is Jamie aka the girl who didn’t notice I was suffocating from the cake; unknowingly helped me explain about me “naturally pressing the search bar on prnhub” etc, she’s a nice person lol)}

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