probably not a dream? idk

being watched during sleeping

fuck! so basically before sleep I was very itchy again, probably due to stress, so I took a pill (hydroxyzine) that my UHS prescribed for me for the same symptoms last year, which may cause drowsiness actually I wasn't drowsy yet but then I slept because it was way past bed time

and then while sleeping I had a feeling that I was being watched from multiple angles- right in front of my face (I sleep sideways away from the door), hovering over my body/ face, and by the door. I know it wouldn't be my mum because the feeling is “a face” rather than a person, and it happened simultaneously which a mortal wouldn't be able to do so I don't think it is a dream because it seemed real, but I wasn't awake either. Actually I couldn't see or visualise the “face” but it felt quite real, although my logic told me it was not. But nevertheless I was quite scared... So in this half-dreaming state I scolded whatever that may be in front of my face to go away and fuck off, because people said usually if you are mad and scold at ghosts they will leave. I scolded intermittently when I felt like they were back.

I wasn't sure if I actually vocalised my scolding in real life, but when I checked my phone/ apple watch app, it showed some occasional loudness at the level of conversations during my sleeping time.

I hope it is just some side effects of the antihistamine. I googled and it said it may cause hallucinations but it is uncommon. (Although there was actually quite some discussion on it on reddit) And I didn't have any side effects other than drowsiness when I ate the same drug before, but I take it seldomly so ngl I'm not sure (once in a month/ every 2 months)

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